Calmer.

So I’ve relapsed. So what? I can get better. No big deal. It happens.

I’m glad I’m not doing study abroad, I’m not in the right frame of mind to live out there for 4 months alone. Especially during winter months. 

It’s a pain in the arse that I have to live with depression my whole life, but I can remember how good it is when I’m not actually suffering. I think in those times I can appreciate the small things better than most people, which is nice. Everybody has something shit they have to deal with in their life, mine just happens to be depression. 

I have a doctor’s appointment tomorrow. I can’t wait to get this sorted. I really want for people to meet the REAL me. Not the awkward, inhibited and quiet girl I am now. I want to go back to not needing to drink to have fun. I used to make people laugh a lot, I miss that. And I used to laugh at lot. Genuine laughter.

I’ll get it all back, I hope. At least I am aware now, and I can do something about it.



Slow news day.

Slow news day.



densityschild:

there’s a special place in hell for people that tell you to calm down when you’re already calm during an argument 



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marchoftigers reblogged your link: Exclusive: Catholic school ‘urged pupils as young as 11 to sign anti-gay marriage petition’ - PinkNews.co.uk

I just hate the whole Catholic Regime. They make me ashamed to be Roman Catholic.

I agree. 



Still my favourite scene from any Pixar movie. In fact, any movie EVER! And I still don’t know why…



Two Steps to a Bikini-Ready Body

reallykatie:

1. Look in the mirror and say “Bitch, I’m fabulous.”

2. Don bikini.



What do you think is the best calorie logging website?

I’m finding it hard to choose.





I am so happy for Marina!



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Why do I get all of my genius ideas when I have work to do?!

I swear the only way I can be productive is when I’m procrastinating from something else.



My friends are posting links to their Tumblrs on Facebook

WHAT IF THEY FIND ME AND FIND OUT THE TRUE FREAK I REALLY AM?!

What if they use one of my TumblrBee themes?! Or if they follow my psychology blog.

Hahahahaha fuck.