Stay at home, do the usual… Sit on this chair until midnight then decide to go to bed. Then instead of going to bed have a brief mental breakdown and fall deeper into depression. Definitely not meet people, guaranteed to be a miserable time.
Go to the union, alone and sober. Possibly get drunk and cry or sleep in the corner, or possibly meet some people and have a good time.
So… I am literally forcing myself to go through the awkwardness.